~Silly Mistakes~

Today it was Woofie~ (her nickname i give (^.^)...)...convo. But, i din managed to go...because they came out early and i thought is 12pm (=.=")....So stupid am i~~ Somebody's convo i should come early even is 2 or 3 hours earlier..Aih~

What i can do is sms her wish her congratz~~ that's all i can think of...(>.<)....i bet she is having fun with her friends by now....eating lunch...go hang kai....watch movie (maybe~) through all day long. Well, i'm not there with her... That's the problem =(

But then, think again.. she will be happy without me around because....i know none of their friends and i don't want her to entertain me only and forget her friends...i don't want that happened... I shall wish her again face 2 face next Monday then (^.^)v



From this, it makes me think that whether i still compatible with her or not for the rest of the life.... she is fun, outgoing, active and loves to play...while me is outgoing, active, also love to play...but..boring! i can sit there face 2 face dun talk for 1 hour...i think my brain some part which is learn how to talk more already cacat or malfunctioned. (=.=")zzzzz......

i so hate myself being this way...hate myself for being so...quiet...so...dumb...so stupid....and always smile and laugh only...(>.<")