Hi~ I'm back to blogger again =)
Normally every time i write blog, this means i have something that couldn't find someone to share with. So, i use writings to spill it out...
Today i go work..as usually fetch my cute girl (actually i treat her is my little sister (^.^)....) together...but, she have to stay late working. End up her sister come fetch her back.. As for me? Today is Thursday...Badminton day!! i go badminton...even though my best partner Edmund din come play mens double with others =(....
But...that's not the point... As long she got come, i'll come as well... Becoz she is the reason kept me going...
Let's call her NL..(nick name)...Although she is not pretty, but she caught my eyes. (*.*)...Allow me briefly intro how this become ya ;)
Firstly, i remember this year she join in my company.. i still havent seen her face before but everybody says she is a hottie... but, it does not make me curious..because i know that time i'm fat and not leng chai..so why bother go curious about it? 1 month later, one of my colleague brought her into our GT( Graduate Trainee) gang...that time i'm like the King of GTs (haha!!) manage the GTs informally... By the time i saw her, i stood there for 5 secs...that where she caught my eyes.. But, i din go near and get to know her well coz i'm shy and feel ashamed of how i look...so, i slowly follow the gang...slowly get her attention by people introduce me. From that on, i slowly take action to know her...understand her...familiarize her favs things....
Few months passed already, finally get to know she wasn't actually this slim as it were before.... (O.O) that time it caught my attention and so i urge for an answer! She said she been rejected by someone and hurt very badly. From that on, she went jogging till the slim body as it looks right now... Their frens also shocked seeing her become a hottie....At that point, i ask myself....she can do it..why i cant? So, i have made a serious decision at that time.... I want my slim body back!
Starting from 1st week September, i joined a program called "TRA" (The Right Approach) << name sounded very logic to me =) so i took it.. 3 months TRA program and it guaranteed me a slim body with no bounced back assurance. But, the TRA program require me not to eat my favourite foods =( (McD, Dominos, KFC and etc)... it was hard at first...but, it was she... NL who kept advising me how to keep fit...tell me dun give up...from that on, i felt i already love this special kind girl... =) So, everyday with her around...she kept me moving forward...she is my life booster to me...
But, i don't dare to ask more than that.. i want her be by my side...to take care her...love her... There is one day...her mood is very down...she find me...and share...that time i was happy..happy that i could share her sorrow, share her sadness...being part of her to deal the problem...i wish i could share everything i can with her for the rest of my life.....no matter good or bad...i just want her be by my side...that's all i wish for...
I know...i could not have that wish come true...i dun dare to say out my true feelings to her...i scared she reject and friend also cannot be anymore... I dun noe how she thinks..how she felt towards me...so, i decided that...make sure her face is fill with smile... whenever she laughs or smile...i will be happy for her...even though if she got bf , as long both of them are happy together.. i will wish them happily together forever...
That's what i can wish for her....Still i wish for the best to be with her if possible..
I will love her with my full heart~
I will bear her sorrow together~
I will share her everything i got just to make her happy everyday~
I will take care her no matter what happens~
I will not leave her alone when she needed me the most~
I will promise her to be by her side always~
And lastly~ i will say "i love you" every time i sees her
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